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October 30, 2003

Since his April arrest, Peterson has been held in the
Stanislaus County Jail, in a solitary cell without the
possibility of bail. His celebrity status has forced
officials to isolate him from the other prisoners for
his safety. In a series of letters, exclusively reported
by KTVU's Ted Rowlands on Thursday, Peterson has
revealed to an
unidentified friend his
thoughts as the hours have slowly rolled by.


Peterson said he was told that his wife and son's bodies had been positively identified while
he sat in the back of a police car as he was being transported back to Modesto after his
arrest in San Diego. The partial remains of Laci Peterson and those of the couple's unborn
son had been discovered days earlier by dog walkers along the shore of the San Francisco
Bay
in Richmond. At the time, Scott Peterson was staying in his boyhood home of San Diego.

In jailhouse letters to a friend written in pencil on a simple yellow legal pad, accused
double killer Scott Peterson has revealed a world filled with tears and loss.

In one, he wrote: "At night, I have my head buried in a blanket,
I don't want the other inmates to see the tears."

"I was told that they were gone on the car ride to Modesto by the detectives,"
he wrote. "I didn't believe...wouldn't believe them. I only knew
t was true on the next morning when I saw the paper."


Peterson said he had a hard time dealing with the loss in his small jail cell.

"I am finding it so difficult to grieve for them here," he wrote. "At night, I have
my head buried in a blanket, I don't want the other inmates to see the tears."


It was especially hard in the early hours of what would have been Laci's birthday.

"I woke up early today to a crashing cell door, I figured it must be after midnight and
therefore Laci's birthday," he wrote. "I lay in this bunk dreaming about her, being able
to hold her and Conner. As the morning went on, all I could do was lay here in tears."


As for life in jail, Peterson said the highlight of his day is his shower.


"The highlight of the day was the shower, you get to move around a room that is
8-feet-by-20-feet without chains on. I try to spend as much time there as possible."


He also said he hated the jailhouse food.

"They just brought dinner," he wrote. "It's a green 'liquid' with I think some tiny carrot
chunks in it. I think I will have to resort to the commissary bag. I have been hoarding it,
rationing it, like I am on 'Survivor.' Please vote me off this island."


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